February 2012
Bursting into tears because you can't take it...
Vent.
itzkarlkevin:
No matter how hard I try, I will never be happy with going to Bravo. I should have transferred to Pali or any other school. I’m so miserable here, having to deal with ghetto ass kids and going through mental & academic stress sucks. I’m praying for the buses to get cut just so I have a valid reason of switching out. I hate my life here so much. I miss my middle school friends,...
Nothing to look forward to this week at all… just another week of my measly existence. Another week of trying to survive. SURVIVAL… and trying to stay sane…. that’s been my life these days.
ATTITUDE OF THE WEEK:
Meh
Average
100percenthipster:
Is it normal to feel just average at everything in life?
I feel average in appearance, street smarts, education, friendships, relationships, politics, business, science, standardized testing, blogging, picture taking, and anything else you can name.
I just feel that no matter what I do I am just average. I’m not bad, but I’m not good. Just there and meh.
I'm Not Thinking
juneballoon:
I’ve been doing too many things mindlessly, without a single rational thought. I’m so lost, I don’t even know where I’m supposed to start analyzing my situation. Why analyze at all? Why can’t I be happy with the natural flow of the course of my life? What am I in denial about? I’m too easily influenced and wavered in my morals. I hate it. Then, I feel the need to disassociate myself...
“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes,
but when you look back...”
– (via juneballoon)
melancholicastronaut:
Oh the THRILL of procrastination.
^^
I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins!
Normal people: Aw, look at the couple. They're so cute!
Me: I wonder if they've fucked yet.
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SHORT-TERM GOALS
SAT: 2000+
Math Level II SAT Subject Test: 700+
Chemistry SAT Subject Test: 700+
AP Chemistry Exam: 5
AP Calculus AB Exam: 5
AP English Exam: 4/5
Straight A’s
Survive college apps season in November
Complete financial aid and scholarship applications
Be very productive AND have fun over my last summer as a minor!!!!!;
[a) Volunteer
b) Get a job
c) Have memorable experiences]
LOSE...
I refuse to buy any new clothes until I lose 10 pounds, shieeeeeet. :<
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When you’re having a hard time and you feel like shit and you want to talk to people about it, but at the same time you want to deal with it on your own so you don’t stress other people out and people don’t see your weak side.
When I’m in an argument trying to make a point but blood is rushing in my veins so fast that I start stuttering and I sound like a dumb ass -______- lol
I had two dreams last night.
In one, I was dreaming that I was dreaming that I was dreaming.
In another, my cat was being tormented by a giant evil stuffed bunny but I was too terrified to help her.
Dear lord, what is going on in my mind?! @___@ LOL
My views on sexuality
lulz-time:
If you’re gay, that’s cool
If you’re a lesbian, that’s cool
If you’re asexual, that’s cool
If you’re bisexual, that’s cool
If you’re pansexual, that’s cool
If you’re straight, that’s cool
If you’re not sure, that’s cool
If you hate on somebody for their sexuality, fuck you.
Smart girls are the over-thinkers, the insecure...
ohdaaangcayela:
sweetestjelli:
They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust less people. Their insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. Of course they try to live away...
Nujabes never fails to make me feel calm, content, and slightly melancholic.
“Sometimes I’m terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is...”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via jackiesaqueer)